Normal

We haven't experienced normal in so long that I don't think I even remember what it is exactly. In the last nine weeks my kids have lived with us for a total of four weeks. Rick hasn't been to work. I haven't worked more than 4 hours a day. We hadn't picked our kids up a school once, until today.

Our lives have been so consumed with doctors, pain, procedures, pain, appointments, pain, meds.... Well you get the idea. I feel like I don't have any idea how to communicate with others. All that has been on my mind is how Rick is doing, and then how I am doing.

I am getting annoyed with myself so I can only imagine how annoyed my readers must be getting. I am starting to realize I need to put on my big girl panties and move on with my life. I can't live in this bubble anymore. I have to focus on other things. I am bored reading my own blog. I have to start blogging about something other than health problems.

I never ever intended to become "why me?" I never wanted to chase away readers because we are so pathetic.

So from this point forward I promise to blog about other things. Of course there are going to be medical updates because, well, this is one way I keep track of it all. But I promise to try to find other things to blog about.

So please don't stop following us now. I am promising it is going to get better. Besides, I am starting to feel better today so things must be getting better.

Until next time,
Jaime