Emotions are spilling over

I think that coming home has brought everything to the surface for me. I am so emotional tonight. I just keep crying thinking about everything that has happened this past week. My head is spinning from exhaustion. The thoughts about what the future may hold just keep swirling through my head. I know I shouldn't think about these things. So many of you have told me how strong I am and I appreciate all the support, but tonight I definitely feel weak. I have such an ache that I am praying will ease up so that I can move on. I am going to have a good nights sleep in my own bed and my hope is that I wake up tomorrow refreshed and ready for vacation.

I have a lot of people I want to thank for the support. I am so grateful for finding two other PSC wifes that have given me so much support and comfort. Thank you Dawn and Erin. I didn't realize how much comfort could come from someone I had never met. Erin I will contact you when I get back from vacation. I also want to thank Carrie for the advice about the water. I was surprised to hear from you, but so glad that you signed the blog. Thanks for letting me know about the copper/water connection. I want to say thank you to Sally for forwarding the blog on to so many others asking for prayers. I know it was the prayers from so many people that gave me the strength I didn't think I had to do this for Rick.

And to all our family we really appreciate the support you have given us. We still have a long road ahead of us and will need your prayers to support us along this path.

I feel like I could say a personal thank you to everyone that signed the blog but I just can't right now. So please know that if you signed in, or even if you didn't, thank you for reading and following along.

I will post about our vacation plans before we leave tomorrow.

A very tired Jaime